Your Feel Good Chanel

Argghhhhhhh..........!!!!! Grrrrr.....

Okay....last wednesday was my first day of work. The place was not as cool as everyone think of....but somehow rather...i m getting used to it now. Actually, TIT is better...in sence of freedom. Mr. Big told me this is a stepping stone for me.

Last Friday, i drove all the way to JB by myself. (bangga laa tuh) Till now i still cannot believe it i can do wierd things for Mr.big. Never in my life i do things like dat.....wierd yea....

I guess....if things goes as the way it is....i will be doing more wierd things..coz i never came accross someone who really love and treated me this way. I am going to miss him tomorow...he is going back to JHR.

I am feeling shy to say things out here now...coz he is beside me...hahaahahahaha!!!! See.....now he wants to blah.....aperlaaa......relek laaaaa!!!!!! I am tired laaa......satu malam tak tidur....worry you get boring when driving....dats why! I love you so much you know!!

You know....i really hate him working there...so far away from me. At first i thought its okay...coz...like as Greg says....its like a breaktime....but actually its like being in hell....geezz.....can't believe it i am saying this in front of him.......(malunyer)

oopppppssss.......its getting late....i wanna zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...nite!!!

Boy, i love you so much......i hope you know this..ermmm...eventhou at times i never show my love to you...but deep down in my heart i do really love you.