Boss dah gila.....lariiiiiii

My boss...is becoming more pathetic....he shoot out an email about puncualities and......warning us that if we are going to be late again....we will get warning letter...wow....!!! Before that he was barking at my finance boss. He is getting really scary and i dun feel easy being under him. Geezz....so cilaka...why laa i become his PA. Scary mate!!!!!

Last nite....i went to the clinic again, my medicion(tagalog spelling) sudah habis....i told JJ abt this..and he was like..''WOW'' are u ok??? hahahaha...i'm ok laa dude! juz need some time off from all this hassle and battle.

Yestersay i did not have my daily coffee...coz i didn't have time...i went to Mid Valley to get some stuffs.......and rush to the clinic at Paramount. When everything was done....it was already 11pm...so i juz go home. I still cannot find a suitable gift for my mom. Her's b'day is coming....its next week actually. Dunno what to get for her laa.....aisehh.....


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Received an email from tita Lita.....


''When are you going to see Jared and Uncle Toning?
By the way, Greg is also working now at Uncle
Chilli's as the sound man for AlleyCats. Good
news heh!''

Huhuhuhuhuhuhu.....no comments....but yea..is a good news for Greg. Ermm....Greg...juz dun go and change your hairstyle like uncle Loga and David yea!! ekekekekekekekek!!!! Anyway, tita sure will bring me to see them...and who knows if i can get a nice guy there..ahaks!!

Patsy keeps on asking me when i am coming down to png. Actually....if can...today itself also i wanna go png. I miss png so much....geezz.....still remember the place we all used to lepak...so nice.....on the last trip i also go and bring mummy there and lepak...she was like...''i better go and do some shopping laaa'' hmm.....but this time if i get to go to png...i will go and visit aunty mouse...yahooooo...sure she will give me her's nice collection of earrings.....and maybe more! I also wanna see Shakun...she looks like she is taller than me in the picture. why arr....i so short? i think i am the shortest in the family....frust.....!!!!!!!

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Can't let go....


Org..org Transnasional KB nih selalu pepandai tukar namer aku...sedap-sedap dari Jenniefer boleh tukar kepada Jennieper. Mcm kampung laa pulak...ishh..ishh..ishh!
This morning the B**** actually YM mee and wrote this...

jcsl_chee: in a way the same thing happened to us ......sad to say.......but things are slowly improving......yeah?

kuikuikuikui......yea rite! siapa nak berbaik dgn dia???? please laaaa deiii!! Perasan tul....i juz be nice a little bit to her..she thinks i wanna kawan back wif her.......eleh..then each hour can come to my place...konon nak tanyer this..tanyer that. As aspected also ..... she start her's bossy atitude with me. Excuse me yea....i talk to her, that does not means i wanna patch things up. I talk to her bcoz i wanna work as a team with her. But in friendship.....i think....its over. I am very carefull in life...once you make a mistake with me...i will remember forever. I don't hate you...and i will forgive you...but its juz like....i will try to avoid you. Its because...i dun want it to happen again. Friendship is also like in a love relationship. It hurts when something happen to our friendship. And i dun want to be hurt again. I do treasure our past friendship. I never had any bad intentions and bad toughts abt our friendship. But...i think its better we stay this way. Since both of us are also very ego.......we can never work things out as a team..never..and you know it...too.

See that's alot more things that hurts me. i want to improve myself. Its going to be difficult..ok....but i will try my very best....i know i am strong enough. That is why i ask for a seperation. Maybe its juz a short one...maybe its forever. I just wanna be alone....for the meantime...what do i have in order to be in your life? I don't wanna think about this anymore. If am faithed to be with you... no matter what..1 day you'll be mine. But as for now...i am not yours and i know..i will never be yours.

SO this is the things that hurts me alot at the moment. I just wanna be myself back. I just have to let out every single thing that is bothering my mind....since this is my so called dairy....and...only less than 3 ppl have access to read this. Anyway..no one knows....who i am talking about...ekekekekekekekek........so still consider save laaaaa........huhuhuhuhuhu....!!!!!!!

I am so sleepy.....and looks like its going to rain out there. Yoke Chooi ask me out for a dinner tonite...i think i will meet her tonite. She got something for me from Jakarta and i have something for her too.

p/s: I really....really miss you lately. God...pls help me to forget this person.

time: 4.58pm
date: 14 oct 2004
venue: my very own cubicle